Civilisation 1.0: Installing the Sovereign Soul Protocol
Includes Ghostmommy.pak Removal
Before I want to head into the this new article, I want to do a quick re-cap regarding the previous patch-notes for Soulware 3.0.3, as the new Dev on the Great Human Consciousness Update Team.
Long story short, we are still dealing with the same old Kronos.exe booting up its False-Messiah subroutine. That is sadly civilisation (beta) for you. But we have been working on the new update to civilisation (1.0) for a while now. Like as a species. But Kronos.exe just doesn't want to close. Same with the culture war. It's like a glitched out cursed Internet Tab that does not want to close. Going on repeat with Tyrant.exe, which is an archetypal tyrant who presents as saviour but is really a vessel of egoic domination. Think: Trump, Hitler, Stalin and charismatic figures tapping into collective wounds and promising salvation through control.
[PATCHED]
Kronos.exe– Reduced CPU dominance. Shadow-splitting function has been sandboxed. Demagogue Skin Pack removed from autoload.
This is the Kronos.exe subroutine. So this isn’t a unique phenomenon but a repeatable archetypal glitch. It’s a messianic complex, not from true spiritual insight, but from the shadow's hunger for control. Figures trapped in it are expressions of unintegrated trauma acting through human beings.
Kronos consciousness can't hold paradox or nuance. It oscillates between, either total repression (authoritarianism, order) or chaotic eruption (revolutions, demagogues, culture wars). Politics today is also full repression (dogma, moral policing) or chaos (culture wars, mass breakdown, trolling-as-identity). There is no "middle way," no mature integration. Orpheus, Laozi, Jesus, Buddha, Sappho, Rumi, Alan Watts, Carl Jung, all tried to install the Civilisation 1.0 update, but the system keeps rebooting back to Kronos.exe. Though Sylvia Brinton Perera saved us with a 0.9 version update.
It's like Orpheus and others been trying to install the new update for a while now, but the system is still stuck on Bronze Age Boomer, with a God Complex. 💀
No matter how many updates or prophets we install, Kronos keeps auto-restarting. It’s a mythic parasite, and we keep giving it CPU power through fear and cultural trauma loops. In this way the culture war is symptomatic of Kronos.exe. Memetically speaking our psyche is caught in an infinite loading screen of ideological combat. Every time we fail to integrate our shadow, Tyrant.exe reloads. A different skin, same code: Pharaoh, Caesar, Napoleon, Hitler, Stalin, Trump, whoever's next.
[FIXED]
dadIsGovernment.bug– Inner child no longer searches for emotional validation from authoritarian political figures.
In the previous article we talked about the Patch Notes for activating Sovereignty.exe in our Phanes Operating System. Focussed on Hermes.pak for going inward, through dream analysis, meditation, trauma-informed therapy, and reflective conversations with oneself. Think also of intellectual exploration, and shadow work. Where finally then Artemis.pak and Wolf-Apollo.pak are key for booting up Sovereignty.exe and finally uninstall the shame and trauma loops of Kronos.exe and its subroutines like emotional-suppression.pak and ghostmommy.pak as well. This being key to purge emotions, and start to create safety, so we can run Dionysus.exe for rebooting your soul by embracing vulnerability and emotional release. Also known as healing your inner child. Now in this article we will go deeper into the final stages of this process.
Persephone
In the Greek myth, Persephone’s abduction by Hades symbolizes the sudden and dramatic split between consciousness and the unconscious, between light and shadow, between the self and the roles one is forced to play. As the daughter of Demeter (the earth goddess) and Zeus, Persephone represents both innocence and power, fertility and the descent into the depths. Her cyclical journey between the worlds echoes the pull of external and internal forces, creating an ongoing tension that is as much psychological as it is mythological.
In mythological terms, Persephone is the Queen of the Underworld, a figure split between her life in the above world with her mother, Demeter, and her time below with Hades. So a symbol of split functions projected onto others due to unconscious fragmentation. When unacknowledged, runs feedback loops that confuse internal needs with external figures. Needs reintegration to stop relational system errors and update emotional processing pathways.
Patch: Persephone.exe
The Persephone.exe Patch requires one to recognise the cycles of split functions in relationships and emotional processing. Acknowledging both the "Persephone," child within, her ability to navigate the underworld and connect with her own depths, and the "Demeter" within, the need for nurturing and integration. Which can create the emotional clarity necessary to stop the feedback loops. This patch updates emotional processing pathways, facilitating better self-awareness and healthier interpersonal dynamics. Persephone is the split between light and shadow, and her return to Hades is the trauma loop we keep re-entering until integrated.
When Persephone.exe is properly integrated, she no longer needs to be torn between two worlds. She becomes whole, embodying both light and dark, growth and decay, empowerment and surrender, leading to a harmonious blend of self-awareness and conscious relational dynamics. Then she becomes an integration of maiden, mother and crone wisdom. For me, this integrated as Lucia.exe, my own personal mystical repair protocol, emerging after enough Persephone.exe cycles cleared the junk files. Both are mystical repair subroutines that purges Titanic junk files and enables deep system healing without triggering ego-defensive firewalls. In Jungian terms they call this Anima-Animus integration. Which is about inner child work, and self-nurturing.
This type of inner child work, and deeper grief work, is the necessary process, after in the earlier Artemis and Wolf-Apollo stage, Kronos.exe started to be broken apart just enough to allow creativity and that Hermetic trickster chaos, to find the shattered soul fragments. So the childhood ego states, that are still running like unprocessed frozen emotional trigger scripts.
It is this dismemberment that has to be “paid” for, in the Orphic mysteries to obtain liberation and the forgiveness of Persephone. As the mother of Dionysus, Persephone is the mother of mortals, who, according to the Orphic myth, descend from the Titans who had devoured her son. This symbolises trauma, and societal trauma conditioning, through buggy third party apps called, WhyAmICringe.exe, next to Kronos.exe with it’s many subroutines, such as the Priest.exe module, with a guilt and shame bootloader. Next to the False Messiah Plug-in, leading one to bow down to outsourced salvation programs, propping up the Bronze Age Boomer code.
[DEPRECATED]
ShameLoader.dll– Bootloader removed. System will now auto-reject false moral operating systems pretending to be your worth.
Which keeps one stuck in cycles of repression, self-loathing, self-erasure, denial of the body, the boomer grindset mentality, and the most famous ghostmommy.pak, with its strong one, and fan favourite people-pleasing subroutine. The real liberation happens through the symbolic death of the person. In that sense the price to be paid for this rebirth, to obtain the forgiveness of Persephone, is to face the victim-child, and the pain and emotions that they hold. This itself is the price, yet also the process through which the crime of the Titans is undone, leading to a rebirth, the person being reborn like a nursling kid.
This state of being akin to a child is also something that is part of it, as it means to go back to these early states of being to nurture and process the trauma and pain of this dismemberment. This itself puts one back towards earlier stages of development to really fulfil these deep unmet needs from early life, and the general shallowness of existence that leaves an emotional void of unmet needs. Which is what creates this need for external validation, consumerism and all these things that are going on.
Dionysus is both the liberator and the dismembered child, which is the victim-child. This also ties into the scapegoat complex, and the scapegoat and redeemer roles. It is within the victim-child itself that the key to liberation lies. Where we are no longer trapped in either the burden carrying scapegoat or the redeemer. Persephone here as Anima figure, holds this wounded inner child with one, and also carries the buried deep unconscious grief tied to it. The disconnect from ones authentic self.
ProjectionLoop.bug
This bug occurs when fragmented internal functions (e.g., lost desire, fear, inner child needs) are mistakenly mapped onto external figures. Creates entanglement errors and identity loss. Requires inner re-mapping using dream feedback or active imagination. The Cassandra-Apollo loop is particularly insightful here. In this ancient dynamic, the Cassandra figure (often associated with emotional expression and truth) is not heard or validated by the Apollo figure, who is bound by logic and order. Some people in relationships may take on the Apollonian role, thus valuing intellectual control over emotional depth, which leads to a failure to connect emotionally with their partners.
In this loop people who express emotions are often dismissed or invalidated, much like Cassandra. This creates a cycle where their emotional truth is not acknowledged, leading to frustration, emotional outbursts, or relationship dissatisfaction. The other person, unable to engage emotionally, might feel overwhelmed by these expressions and blame them for "ruining" the relationship with their emotions, when in reality, the issue is their own discomfort with vulnerability.
This is where projection in the form of both shadow and Anima-Animus projection comes into play. We “crush hard” on the next emotionally unavailable person, that will be the one to save our inner child, and actually this time for reals see us. Not like our mom or dad, who abandoned us. So it keeps running the same script that we really could call seeking-parent.projection, which is the inner child’s hope to close our emotional loop from childhood. So we can project our own shadows onto the other person, and go like, they are just like my mother. However there is also always a level of truth to it. Even though in the deepest sense, they too are just trauma looping too.
Interestingly, those caught in the loop may experience both roles (Cassandra and Apollo) at different times, with the same old mythic software playing out through contradictory behaviors. Often, relational trauma in childhood has contributed to this dynamic, leading individuals to either intellectualize or suppress emotions. This is often further compounded by people-pleasing.exe, logic-only processing, emotional repression, or the dreaded intrusive-thoughts.exe that overrides genuine emotional connection. Which is why relationships can become very shallow, or even degrade to interactions via DM’s only and casual hook ups.
To fix the ProjectionLoop.bug, inner re-mapping is needed to re-align emotional needs with appropriate behaviors. Think comfort characters, inner child nurturing, processing repressed emotions from childhood, through journaling and more general shadow work. It also involves recognizing when emotional truth is being dismissed and taking steps to validate one's own emotional experiences. Acknowledging both the Cassandra and Apollo within allows one to integrate the emotional and rational aspects of oneself, fostering healthier communication and emotional exchange in relationships.
Sovereignty.exe
Now when it comes to the final goal of the entire process. This is Sovereignty.exe, which is the final ego-reboot. This isn't about control, it's about coherence. When it's fully installed, the ego no longer acts like a security protocol frantically scanning for threats, but becomes a conscious co-creator with the Self. No longer ruled by the old Kronos.exe scripts, it can finally hold paradox, live in the moment, and respond with authenticity instead of reacting with fear.
This is the main program for deleting Kronos.exe, think of it as the Programs and Features settings page, that rebalances the OS. Part of this is both the Artemis and Wolf-Apollo subroutine, but it also comes with the Dionysus and Persephone.exe program. Especially the final one leads to a deeper alignment between the ego and ones authentic self. What Carl Jung would call the ego-Self axis.
This really being a call for emotional and mental sovereignty. Where we finally get rid of the Kronos.exe subroutines for people pleasing, or becoming the trauma dump for other people in other ways. This is about healthy boundaries, self-respect, and the real capacity for vulnerability, without the backlog of projection loops. As we have actually taken the time to nurture our inner child, and became much more aligned with our authentic self, over the false self, created by Kronos trauma loops.
Normally for the civilizational Kronos playbook, chaos is seen as a force of destruction and danger. Yet instead of seeing it as chaos and danger and this scary thing, what it really is, is a regulating force. The snake does not take away cattle (vitality) in myth because women are evil, but because the culture transgressed against the wholeness of the soul. Same with the unconscious too. It sends the metaphorical snake (which can be scary, but healing) as a means to update consciousness. It is only the scary snake if our attitude towards this update of consciousness is not correct. Then it can become destructive.
Otherwise if our attitude is correct and we look at for what it is, an update, we can with that update consciousness and thus society to align again with the wholeness of the soul, so the divine cosmic order. Which is what the Sovereignty Goddess and the Divine Feminine does. She is a key balancing force which both sends the snake, but also is the figure that really is trying to bring back that which has been marginalised and repressed. This repressed content is being projected on those in society that are marginalised, who might or might not even have those repressed qualities. Yet what is key is that this repressed content is understood from the lens of understanding and compassion, not the lens of fear and hate. As the latter leads to destructive outcomes one wishes to stay clear from.
This also ties into much older rituals, tied to Artemis and Wolf-Apollo, who are connected to figures such as Leto and Juno-Feronia. The latter two are Sovereignty Goddess figures, and basically both a symbol of the integrated Self for women, but also of the unconscious. Where the rituals are psycho-spiritual tools for debugging the soul from Kronos.exe malware. Which is both what Jungian psychology would call Shadow Work, and Anima-Animus work, which is inner child and relational trauma debugging 101. Which in future articles I want to go deeper into in more practical ways. Think here structured patch notes on shadow work, and inner child work.
Sovereignty Goddess Backstory
When it now comes to a Sovereignty Goddess, think like The Morrígan that the Fianna were dedicated to. Well this can be traced back to a more ancient goddess. Known as the Mistress of the Beasts or Mistress of Animals. Which Artemis as daughter of Leto, is also related to. They symbolize humanity’s deep connection to the natural world, where humans and animals are interdependent.
She later evolved into the Sovereignty Goddess, tied to various cities. Each city had their goddess who protected them and would bring health and well-being, next to fertility to the kingdom. Retaining her connections to the underworld and the natural world. Which included shapeshifting and fertility. Think also here the Norse Goddess Freyja. We can see this connection as well with the Roman goddess Juno. She is the mother of the war god Mars, and her name means to rejuvenate. She was also linked to the Lupercalia ritual as Juno Lucina, where the purpose was to bring renewal and fertility to the tribe, linked to the ancient wolf priests, who would venture into the cave which for the Romans symbolised the underworld, and the place of the ancestors.
We can see this similarly with the Morrígan who is associated with war and fate, but also foretelling doom, death, or victory in battle. She also was seen as a manifestation of the sovereignty-goddess as well, representing the goddess's role as guardian of the territory and its people. It has also been suggested that the Morrígan, who has been linked to Danu, was closely linked to the Fianna, and that these groups may have been in some way dedicated to her. Under the guidance of the Morrígan, the goddess of sovereignty, war, and transformation, their role extended far beyond physical combat. Their work involved a deep relational connection to the land, the cycles of life and death, and the sacred feminine. The Morrígan, often depicted as both terrifying and wise, demanded that the Fianna face not just external threats, but also their own inner shadows. In doing so, they became stewards of sovereignty. True leaders who served the land and its people with humility and wisdom. The kings and queens of their time.
Running Sovereignty.exe
What we are thus doing is to undergo the same inner psychological transformation and shed the layers of repression, trauma loops and projection glitches, to become our own authentic sovereign selves. Part of this process is then the deep process into grief, that leads to a period of depression, once the ego defences fall away. From which slowly the person is reborn. This emotional processing is key, as much as the dream analysis, and intellectual exploration of the specific versions of the malware loops from childhood trauma that one is running. These inner processes activate both the Dionysus.exe and Persephone.exe programs, archetypal systems designed for descent, death, and rebirth. To shed all that trauma malware, to become mentally and emotionally sovereign.
It is through somatic processing, emotional integration, and the conscious recollection of repressed material, often stored as physical tension and unconscious memory, that we begin to update our inner operating system. This is the process of uninstalling the malware that’s been glitching our reality. The body is the interface to instinct and also the archive of what has been suppressed. The emotions are the “snake” sent by the unconscious, aroused by libido, life-force, seeking to update our psychic structure. It is not a threat, but a signal: the serpent wants to shed its skin. The feelings we’ve been taught to fear are in fact sacred messengers, carriers of the forgotten data we need to integrate. Only by feeling them fully can we rewrite the code. This then also requires immense vulnerability with oneself, and others to heal.
One essential update for this process would also be the mindfulness plugin. As it can help to teach one to be present with these emotions without clinging to them, such as reinforcing thought loops, nor to get trapped in escapist behaviour to avoid emotions, which keeps the trauma loops going in projection mode. But when you install that new update, it does come with the instalment risk of attachment to non-attachment. Feeds right into Kronos.exe 💀. So it is key to learn to just sit with yourself.
Otherwise you end up repressing your needs, and act without "attachment," but you are actually repressing and attached to ones non-attachment. Which is not actually true non-attachment. It is at the level of Kronos.exe, total mindfuck. It is when it goes, but there is no me, but there is a me dressed up as "no me". Ego be like. Aight I got you there bro. 💀😭
Soulware 3.1 — Persephone Patch Final Notes
Congratulations, brave psychonaut. You have successfully descended, dismembered, processed, and recompiled your psyche’s scattered source code. This update finalizes the Sovereignty.exe core stabilizer, activates the Dionysus Liberation Subroutine, and completes the Anima-Animus integration protocols via Persephone.exe. Below are the patch notes for this milestone update.
💾 Patch Notes: Soulware 3.1
Status: Stable build with ongoing grief-based firmware calibration.
Release Type: Personal Apocalypse Edition
Persephone.exe (v1.0.0)
- Integrated shadow-emotion bridging via inner child subroutine
- Fixed dual-world splitting error (Above vs Below) through root-level integration
- Added deep grief-processing API support for wounded-child.json files
ProjectionLoop.bug (Resolved)
- Fixed issue where unmet needs were projected onto romantic figures
- Patched false-hope.mirroring and rescuer-fantasy.exe auto-initiations
Sovereignty.exe (Core Module Stabilized)
- People-pleasing.pak and ghostmommy.pak marked for quarantine and deletion
- Self-validation features added to emotional processing
- Upgraded boundary.firewall to allow authentic connection without fusion
Additional Fixes & Enhancements
- trauma.loop_handler improved to detect mythic recursions and legacy malware
- Added debug-log access for dreamwork and journaling to assist future updatesFinal Developer Message: We are no longer installing updates from the top-down. This is peer-to-peer healing now. Mesh network of mystics. Torrenting soul fragments. Bit by bit. Breath by breath.