Modern Culture and the Gladiator Fight Pit Mentality
I was talking to a friend earlier about certain aspects of Modern Culture that perpetuate what another friend and me coined a Gladiator Fight Pit Mentality. So a deeply competitive, survival-of-the-fittest approach to life. So in this gladiator fight pit, individuals are pitted against each other, each fighting for survival and dominance. Which thus reflects a societal value system that ends up rewarding aggression, competition, and individual success. Modern societal systems, particularly capitalist and competitive economic systems, often encourage and reward individual achievement at the expense of collective well-being.
The lack of genuine relating and the game of attrition of wills in some relationships further exemplify this. People, driven by their unacknowledged shadow aspects, engage in power struggles and manipulation to fulfill their desires, leading to superficial, transactional and often adversarial interactions. It is almost like everyone is trying to be Palpatine before he became emperor. Which make this part of modern culture feel like Sith culture from the Old Republic games. Their philosophy is based on the idea that only through strength and conflict can one achieve true power.
Distorted Apollo Archetype
Which ties into the entire Solar Madness thing I had written about earlier in both Escaping the Fate of The Little Prince and also in The Korybantic Path. This sense of hyper-rationality which represses what it sees as irrational. Which made me wonder something. So this hyper-rational culture, which ties into the distorted Apollo archetype seems to thus be embodying the very thing it projects onto the Dionysian. As the Dionysian is connected to empathy, cooperation, emotions, intuition, spontaneous behaviour, artistic pursuits, communal values, mysticism, the union of opposites and spiritual practices, next to displays of vulnerability and emotional honesty. Yet these Apollonian people portray it as weakness, the unknown, unpredictable, chaos, destruction, aggression, selfishness, and lust for power. The very qualities that the distorted Apollonian fears within itself are projected onto the Dionysian, creating a false dichotomy.
This distortion leads to several negative outcomes:
Emotional Repression: The suppression of emotions and spontaneous behavior.
Isolation: A focus on individualism at the expense of community and connection.
Materialism: Valuing material success over spiritual or emotional fulfillment.
Fear of the Unknown: An aversion to anything unpredictable or uncontrollable, leading to a fear of vulnerability and emotional honesty.
By projecting these negative qualities onto the Dionysian, Apollonian culture inadvertently acts out these traits. For example, the rigid control and repression of emotions and spontaneity can lead to outbursts of chaos and destructiveness when the suppressed elements inevitably break through. Creating a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy. So it ends up embodying the very qualities it attributes to the Dionysian. Similarly the Apollonian focus on material success and individual achievement can foster a competitive, power-hungry environment. Which they say are the supposed Dionysian traits of selfishness and the lust for power, which are projected onto the Dionysian. Even if these traits are not even part of the Dionysian. As the Dionysian emphasizes the importance of emotions, community, and spiritual connection.
So it is kinda like that the distorted Apollonian people are actually behaving in the manner they say the Dionysian would if not controlled. Yet their own idealized self-image does not allow them to see it. They see it as rationality, control, and individual achievement, not seeing how it manifests as superficial, transactional and often adversarial interactions. Which creates a powerful, yet deceptive narrative about itself and the Dionysian. The Apollonian Persona, which is built around rationality, control, and order, cannot acknowledge these contradictions. The Persona’s idealized image prevents the recognition that these traits—when distorted—can lead to superficiality and aggression. The Apollonian thus fails to see how its own pursuit of control and individual success mirrors the traits it attributes to the Dionysian.
The inability to see the manifestations of one’s own repressed traits leads to self-deception. The Apollonian’s idealized self-image blinds it to the reality that it is, in fact, embodying some of the very traits it decries in the Dionysian. This creates a cycle of projection and denial. So this creates a false dichotomy where:
Weakness: Vulnerability and emotional honesty are seen as weaknesses, when they are actually sources of strength and connection in the Dionysian archetype.
Chaos: The unpredictable and spontaneous nature of the Dionysian is labeled as chaos, ignoring the creative and regenerative aspects of spontaneity and intuition.
Aggression and Selfishness: The distorted Apollonian fears its own aggressive and selfish tendencies, projecting these onto the Dionysian, whilst repressing empathy and cooperation.
Destruction: The fear of loss of control manifests as a belief that the Dionysian leads to destruction, despite the fact that true Dionysian energy often fosters community and holistic well-being.
The Undistorted Apollo
What should be said also is that the original Apollo was not the solar deity that he became. Apollo used to be a wolf god. So Apollo Lyceus as he was known in Arcadia, a region in the central Peloponnese, as much as his title Lycegenes, meaning "born of a wolf" are linked to the wolf. The Koryos being the original source of this, with Apollo representing a leader figure linked something akin to the Koryos. Which was a warrior rite of passage for young men into manhood. The rituals and initiations of the cult of Apollo Lyceus were shrouded in secrecy and are not well documented, but they are believed to have been focused on preparing young men for their roles as warriors and community leaders, also linked to “wolf Zeus”.
The young men who participated in the Koryos tradition also similarly would undergo a series of trials and initiations that were designed to test their strength, courage, and loyalty, and to prepare them for the challenges of adulthood. These much more ancient Apollonian rites were much like the Korybantes linked to Apollo and Dionysus. Symbolizing the start of the integration of the shadow, and with it the rebirth of Dionysus after his initial death through the Titans. So the undistorted Apollo used to be linked to warrior discipline, self-control and strength, next to individuality through the link to the wolf, as much through the same symbol of the wolf and Dionysian to brotherhood, co-operation, the wild, untamed, emotional and spiritual development. When it came to these rites of passage for young men. Where similarly with Artemis the Arkteia was a feminine rite of passage. Where the symbol of the bear and as much with the Dacian Bendis linked to Dionysus via the Maenads connected the wild, untamed, emotional and spiritual with discipline, self-control and strength, through their ritualistic dance and practices. Think also the discipline needed to use a bow.
True Dichotomies
So whilst the distorted Apollonian sees this dichotomy as things such as order versus chaos, next to rationality versus irrationality and control versus destruction. The true dichotomy seems to actually be different, which produces out of the two a third that goes beyond the two. So the true dichotomy seems to be the below;
Logic and Emotion = Wisdom and Emotional Intelligence
Discipline and Spontaneity = Adaptive Mastery
Individualism and Communal Values = Empowered Cooperation
Rationality and Mysticism = Enlightened Rationality
Artistic Precision and Creative Flow = Inspired Artistry
Vulnerability and Strength = Resilient Authenticity
Comfort zone and Novelty = Courageous Growth
The harmonious integration of these dichotomies would thus result in a balanced and enriched existence where people can navigate the complexities of life with both stability and a sense of flexibility. Which would thus support continuous personal development, meaningful connections with others, and a deep appreciation for both the material and spiritual aspects of existence. Which would then also bring a sense of purpose and fulfillment, as one would be able to draw upon the full spectrum of human experiences and capabilities. We can see this also with the Korybantes. The Korybantes, as disciplined warriors and ecstatic dancers, demonstrate the potential for integrating these dichotomies. Where their disciplined martial training embodies Apollonian qualities, while their ecstatic dances and rituals express Dionysian energy.
The Need for Self-Acceptance
So far all of you Dionysian (right brain) leaning people out there. I want you to know that we are dealing with a false dichotomy created by fear, which does not actually show the true nature of things as they are. As much as I am trying to walk the Korybantic path and be my authentic Self and struggle with the negative projections, I also know that many others like myself do too. So I want to both remind you and myself that we don’t have to take on these projections or the false dichotomy that comes with it. We can be our authentic selves. Next to that our awesome selves are nothing like what this fear dichotomy makes the Dionysian out to be. So with that said, I want to encourage you all to stay true to yourself. Your authentic Self is worthy to be, just as you are. For those like myself who also at times struggle with our past wounds. I want you to know that you are doing so good, with going to who you truly are and always have been. I also want to extend much love to those going through this journey. I know how hard it can be. Take care everyone.